09.05 (Fri) Daily Diary

It was not good, actually so bad ..

I played League of Legends for about 4 hours at midnight.

The mistake started after I woke up. All of my family members except me went to my father's hometown to cut the mown on the ancestors' graves

and I was alone at home after they left. so I wanted to play LOL but at that moment I did not start. 

because I knew of course it would be very harmful to me. 

I experienced so much suffering from quitting this game. so I hope I would never play this game. 

but one of the mistakes was I logined the community site and youtube channels. 

Even after I surfed these kind of communites , I was okay. I did not play and managed to go to my office.

but .. but .. the problem was after I came back home. I hanged out with one of my friends at dinner

and I came back to home and I wanted to play LOL

so I played. I really really wanted to play that game so I did.

It was fun as soon as I started to play, but more I played this game, the more I got tired and bored.

I thought 'Is it worth to play this game like before?'

Yeah actually that game was not that good than I had expected.

but the most important thing I have to remeber is that this game made my life devastated once.

So, seriously contemplating about the danger of this game to me, it is right to stop this game

and do focus on my works and my life. 

That's it.