09.04 (Fri) Daily Diary

Everyday, everynight I'm thinking about my future as a software developer.

Can I show a good performance in future? 

Isn't it too late to learn a totally new things?

What shuld I do now?

Is it worth to abandon my major which I spent 4 years on studying for changing my career?

There are so many questions in my head and I don't know the exact resoltuions for solving these kind of problems I have.

but, the only thing I can do surely is to focus on the thing I can do right now for improving my skills. 

I mean going to the straight point.  

Listening to other's story about their failure and success, but those are not my story. It might be similar but I am I and I believe I can change my future depending on my attitude towards my life.

so from this perspective, today was not a good day for me because I wasted too much time on searching the story of other people who got a training of sortward developer from government but failed to get a job or the cases where they got a chance to work but the companied they worked was so bad .. 

I was so worried about the possibility of those kind of stories might be my future.

but as I mentioned, actually it is not the main point. The main point is that I have to focus on things I can do right now and upgrading my skills for making a better future. I believe it is the only way to go through tough works which I'm going to face as becoming a software devleoper. That's all.